Lonely

What happens to the dreamer
When people seem scarce?

What happens to the blessed at heart
When no one cares, what your're thinking of
When you don't matter at all?

What happens to the ones
Destiny calling them
And that ounce of faith
That would set them of is motion
Is desolate?

What a tragedy!
To go through life alone
Although i feel this is the beginning
I need somebody that is free and strong
Who isn't trying to please a crowd
But to be an individual and think for ones self

Where do I go from here?
My heart is filled with so much fear
My tenderness
Is melting away
My faithfulness
Is drawing is passions
Too deep
My mind won't allow me to think
Correctly from the start.

I begin to wonder
And think too much
I drift away
On a lonely island
Where nobody knows my name or shares my heart
So what happens to the lonely ones?

I just want to be held
At first I couldn't wait to get out of your grasp
Now I can't wait
To be recieved by someone else
Do you just give up
When things are looking gloomy and sad

Do you just throw in the towel
And stop pusuaing your dreams
To be over overwhelmed in so desire and need
Who can you run to?
When everybody is already
Latched and clinging to eachother
When it seems
All souls have a soulmate

An whom you think
Are your fate
Disguise themselves in the laughter
And turn around and break your self esteem
My shouts come screaming like the thunder
Rolling in
And tumbling like an avalanche

Lonely
Consumed
In sadness
Unaware
And always looking over my shoulder
Another day comes and goes
Who can I run to?
When I have no one to run to?
I'm so confused and tired